well today's i was at althea's birthdat party

and it was super duper duper nice.

i had soooooooo much fun and all.

but at the end of it

i felt like just any other random jigsaw piece outta an entire 10,000 piece puzzle.

like i was just another one of those faces there tht made up the numbers.

which leads me to wonder if i'll ever be someone significant in someone else's life

or will i always remain just another piece.

then again,

i've never really really had a bestfriend or anything

oh bother!

WELL.

i HATE dealing with mood swings.

well,

it felt good opening my eyes on a monday morning and seeing my room

instead of my ratty ole bunk.

ah yes,

i am Civilian Ng.

but strangely in spite of all these euphoria from ord-ing

it's been quite an emo experience. (as much as this sounds gay)

i spent my last few days staring at my bunk, my office cubicle, talking to my platoon.. hanging out and talking

and as much as this is SUCH A relief.

i dunno.

i guess it's pretty inevitable.

but shuck.

IN ANY CASE

does anyone know how to work in Ben and Jerry's?

i wanna be a ice cream man!

as the day drew close,

i've been overusing these 2 words. but ah!

there are no other days more apt than today.

ORD LOH

WELL WELL WELL

ord soon and i need two things

one, i need a JOB! desperately. anyone got lobang plx lemme noe

two, i need a gym buddy, esp since im turning into tofu now